Thursday, February 09, 2012

To the First page in my Slam book ....A Lost friend...

A dear friend wrote in my slam book .....she wrote in the very first page...Dont be so innocent .....!!! I was rather a bit too innocent..
Naiive..Today I am no longer friends with her....Its my innocence i guess helped me lose it !...I am thinking back to school days..when this friend of mine and me had met..We had a good relationship...so friendly and so warm.....It was infact a very warm relationship....brother-sister,close friends..i don know...we cared for each other atleast i cared..that i know...

long months after school...a mischief by my friends...alienated her from me !!!
I did apologize ..but i dont know that whether it meant anything to her .....nonetheless that was all i could say....I have often thought to ignore the whole thing and be with the present ..but i think i cannot do that...I try giving justification ...I think takin g sides still I think that wonderfully innocent friendship we had keeps the warmth alive always deep down........At nights i used to dream of my friend...meeting her again and talkin to her again ....I always used to cherish you , friend..our friendship.. I again say I am sorry for what happened..It should not have happened..As u had said I should not have been too innocent ..I was..forgive me for that !!

I truly miss a friend of mine.....I don know if u ever missed me..thought of me..our good times...!!! It doesn matter....dear !!!After all lives are short ..So I felt like sayin this to you !!!We all have new friends...I have some wonderful friends and I am sure you too will have many..But a lost friend is always a lost one !!

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